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The dream I don't want

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 22, 2009, 10:55 AM


A few nights ago, I had a nightmare. I was in drama class, working hard with my friends and having a good time. Then someone knocked on the door. One of the other students answered it and said that it was for me. So I got up, went over to the door, and my grin fell. It was the person from my past. I backed up, then looked at my friends. The next part is fuzzy, all I know is that I woke up with a tight feeling in my chest. The only thing I want is to never see him again, even when I sleep. My own mind is betraying me, how sad is that? There are things I just want to blurt out, things I've never shared with anyone. All of it, locked up for 7 long years, no wonder there is that tight feeling in my chest. I know there are people I can rely on, but my mind can't believe there is anyone to trust with what I want to say. It's hard to keep covered and I'm falling apart inside.

It hurts, and I want it to stop.

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: mah ipod
  • Drinking: water

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Hey there! I'm Kerrie, a 15 year old English girl who can't get enough anime! I'm always told that I have a good imagination and I have a great talent in art, drama, music and computer graphics. I plan to go down the acting path for my career and maybe move to America when I am older. That way I can enjoy myself and get to meet loads of fan-taby-tastic people! If ya ever wanna talk, feel free to send me a message!

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  • Current Residence: england
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: don't have one
  • Print preference: huh?
  • Interests: doctor who, drawing, watching anime, being a crazy otaku X3
  • Favourite movie: there's too many
  • Favourite band or musician: again, too many
  • Favourite genre of music: anything but heavy rock, rap or anything with brass instruments
  • Favourite artist: everbody!
  • Favourite poet or writer: j.k rowling and philip pullman
  • Favourite photographer: Valamon
  • Favourite style of art: anime!
  • Operating System: traditional and Gimp style!
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: love lots of em'
  • Favourite gaming platform: nintendo ds, wii, ps2 & 3
  • Favourite cartoon character: everyone in Ouran high, full metal alchemist, bleach, Tsubasa, air and so on and on and on!
  • Personal Quote: I'm crazy and I know it, but what about you?
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, paper, colouring pencils gimp and my imagination

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:iconyourdeath11:
heh i have a new ID picture
^ ^ it looks really scary > <
how you been lately?

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:iconscarletwizard105:
It don't look scary, it's adorable ^w^
Oh and uh, yeah, latest journal explains that ^^;

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:iconyourdeath11:
thankies ^ ^
ahh okayy

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:iconsawachanx3:
Hiya! 8D Ai from the chat here! xD Just have to watch you! 8D *watches you* love your art ^^

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:iconscarletwizard105:
Thankies ^_^

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There's only one law in love; to make your love happy

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:iconsawachanx3:
Yw ^^ 8D

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~ 98% of DeviantArt's anime fanbase are yaoi fans. If you are part of the 2% who aren't, copy this into your signature

Ed and Al need love... but not like that. They're brothers, goddamnit. - If you hate Elricest, copy and paste into your signature!
:iconyourdeath11:
heh i have a kurofai picture up now but it was the first one i ever did. so its not that good.heh and some other yaois/bl and fan arts :P

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:iconscarletwizard105:
They're still good!

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There's only one law in love; to make your love happy

Im Flawizardmon in dAs Digimon Crew.
:iconyourdeath11:
thanks!

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:icontrainer-saphire:
I gotz tagged :D

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